stephanie

Bust: 38
Waist: 33.5
Hips: 44.5
Under Bust: 33.5
Arm: 12
Thigh: 29

I bought the book skinny bitch. It's offical, I'll never eat anymore fucking piece of meat for as long as I live. WTF.

I'm 178.


I need to lose as much weight by Sept 5.


I broke out in hives today.

I need an apartment.



;[

179.


Dude, I havent been in here in so long. Pathetic I know, but I'm so pumpeeed.

29lbs lost. Woah.

How did we get here.
How did I get to a place where happiness is nowhere in sight.
Where I judge myself, daily.
It's an obsession.

I just want to wake up and feel like my first breathe is worth it.

It shouldn't be this hard at 19, to be happy and enjoy myself.
However, my past haunts me and I keep failing.

I'm a failure.